the more i look at your photos more it makes me miss you... never did i think that i will be writing a blog about ur absence in my life... every moment that passes by makes me accept the fact that it is going to be never ever that i am going to see you.. may be the only time i will get to see you is the time i am going to come to where ever you are... i dont know if you are watching me when i write this but i just want u to know that it brings tears to my eyes whenever i think of the times you were with me.... you just kept giving n giving without expecting anything in return... and when the time came for me to pay back you left me alone to where ever you are... may be its rightly said just because God could not be everywhere he created mother's then tell me why is it that my god has left me alone... i feel lonely with u not being around.... i know reading all this will not make you happy but i just feel that once in a while i get to see you its just one unfulfilled desire that i have from you... i dont know if u are aware of the fact that i have very few pictures of u with me... it may be of the chilhood times but very few of the recent ones.... i really wish u were still arouind in the house... i find it really empty without u.... i dont have anyone to see in the house... it scares me to death to be alone sometimes... with u being around there was no such fear... i had never even acknowledged the fact that it was just you and me in the house.... but its now that i realize how it is to be alone in the house especially when ever i am absolutely lonely... i do have friends to speak to but all i need is you right now... i am ready to give up on eveything... my outings , my phone calls, my late night outings... everythin... only if u agree to come back to me.. trust me i will take care of u the way i never did before... it is right when they say that when things go out of your hands you realise their importance and trust me i dont need to know it any further... if there is one thing you can do please come and see me once i really dont know how much happy will it make anyone but it will do wonders to me and my lonliness.....
the more i look at your photos more it makes me miss you... never did i think that i will be writing a blog about ur absence in my life... every moment that passes by makes me accept the fact that it is going to be never ever that i am going to see you.. may be the only time i will get to see you is the time i am going to come to where ever you are... i dont know if you are watching me when i write this but i just want u to know that it brings tears to my eyes whenever i think of the times you were with me.... you just kept giving n giving without expecting anything in return... and when the time came for me to pay back you left me alone to where ever you are... may be its rightly said just because God could not be everywhere he created mother's then tell me why is it that my god has left me alone... i feel lonely with u not being around.... i know reading all this will not make you happy but i just feel that once in a while i get to see you its just one unfulfilled desire that i have from you... i dont know if u are aware of the fact that i have very few pictures of u with me... it may be of the chilhood times but very few of the recent ones.... i really wish u were still arouind in the house... i find it really empty without u.... i dont have anyone to see in the house... it scares me to death to be alone sometimes... with u being around there was no such fear... i had never even acknowledged the fact that it was just you and me in the house.... but its now that i realize how it is to be alone in the house especially when ever i am absolutely lonely... i do have friends to speak to but all i need is you right now... i am ready to give up on eveything... my outings , my phone calls, my late night outings... everythin... only if u agree to come back to me.. trust me i will take care of u the way i never did before... it is right when they say that when things go out of your hands you realise their importance and trust me i dont need to know it any further... if there is one thing you can do please come and see me once i really dont know how much happy will it make anyone but it will do wonders to me and my lonliness.....